Respect

Remember that one day -
You've said : You need to respect yourself first before you want others to respect you.
So, how do you define "Respect" ?
A way that could let other bow before you?
A way that would let people talk humbly to you and fear of you?
Honestly, since we were born, the first thing that we learnt in our life was - Respect.
Everyone should know how to respect others first 
If you could ever said that, how much do you really respected on yourself
I would say - You were wrong
No one will really know how to respect yourself, Respect comes with something 
If you say, I fulfill what my own needs - This is satisfaction
If you say, I enjoyed my days and life - This is appreciation
You did not gain any other's respect, you are a failure
I could ever said that, if someday you lost your cash, the one will stay beside you is your family
Because they respected you as a person that growth them up, who give them daily needs
How about your friends?
How many friends that really respect you? 
With your attitude and personality, I can bet that there are only 10% of people around you will give respect to you
You don't ever respect others
You said that I must respect myself first, and yes, I may not know how to respect myself
But i got many respects from others
Maybe you could state out - How to respect yourself in a better way, i would say - Egotistical
Not to curse you but in future you won't be able to be a leader
You might know how to teach
You are a good lecturer but not a good leader
Dream for your AD position, it might come afterlife 

Manners Maketh Man

Missing fragment in my life

Life was like jigsaw, it became completed when missing fragments comes together.
Blank jigsaw do not mean't anything; you're the only one
Friends was part of your jigsaw; Who joy your life
Family was another part of fragments; Who never leave you
Whole jigsaw, all I've gone is the one last fragments; Which is you
We used to chat everyday although just few sentences;
We used to share our life to each other;
We used to listen to each other's feelings;
Since when we fought with each other and we don't talk anymore.
Your missing are mean't too much for me.
Ever since I have problem in my mind, you would be the one who cure me.
Every time I drowned in my life, you're the one who hooked me up.
While I'm down, you cheer me up *every peeps talk are still in my mind*
Mistake that I did, you were the reminder of me, who correct me.
What if time could travel back, you're now listening to me 
We are now having a long phone talk
I felt suffocating currently
How I wish you were here to listen my heart
Do you heard me?

Memories