Im wondering...

I can't even understand why it would be like this, I had put enough and a lot of effort but i can't even get a sense of truth from you.... can i know what did you thinking? Some of the words from you I believe is your truth word but things had covered with " just a joke". 
I'm wondering that why is that ...you are a weird sometimes ....freedom is needed for other's people...you understand? Don't grab too hard, you will asphyxiate that person....everything had changed became very very weird...I can't even offer an explanation to myself...What,Why,What,When,How...this is how i felt on you now...I wish someday we could have a clear talk ..without any arguing or what...just wish that .....understanding is necessary for each of us... I appreciated you...But ..I don't think you appreciate me...It had been a long journey we gone through, please, i hope we can be a very fine friend...without any blemish... this is what i wish for..just simple...

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