Im wondering...

I can't even understand why it would be like this, I had put enough and a lot of effort but i can't even get a sense of truth from you.... can i know what did you thinking? Some of the words from you I believe is your truth word but things had covered with " just a joke". 
I'm wondering that why is that ...you are a weird sometimes ....freedom is needed for other's people...you understand? Don't grab too hard, you will asphyxiate that person....everything had changed became very very weird...I can't even offer an explanation to myself...What,Why,What,When,How...this is how i felt on you now...I wish someday we could have a clear talk ..without any arguing or what...just wish that .....understanding is necessary for each of us... I appreciated you...But ..I don't think you appreciate me...It had been a long journey we gone through, please, i hope we can be a very fine friend...without any blemish... this is what i wish for..just simple...

#positive mind set motivate ourselves 

Diploma life

I'm happy to end my diploma with those parties, and also...some motivation that changed me a lot from the first semester until now....I'm trying hard to keep changing myself to become a better man but still there are still some sickness on my personality, the way i speak =)
I apology to what i had done with my words and i would like to say..no offense, just something that get used to it sometimes....hanging out around, playing together....
On the first beginning I entered this class and I got some friends, but at the end of semester one I lost most of them but I known a treasure one....she's good somehow and I'm glad to know her....she aid me a lots but i still losing the motivation to study...sorry but thanks 
At the 5th semester i met another girl that involve my life, she's the one that hate me on semester one....at the beginning we hang out together with the numbers of 4 and at last we became 3 person...termination is needed on someone that with insufficient qualification? heh...
For me, 3 of us had gone through many memories in my mind, and it's nice to have such a very nice chat together always...the person that could fulfill my life with better activities that made me not bored at all and I think there is still the meaning for me that no regrets that I came into this class..our gang has became huge and huge and more people in our group, with a sincere heart from them I can feel that, and also some of them with certain "purposes" to enter this group, with no offense to judge but just my feeling, anyway it's good to have such huge group, I'm very enjoy every moment we had been gone through tho... :)

Our dinner on last day of diploma life --- Steamboat ,yummy :P

A group of us, a huge gang !! lots of fun moment --- We sing together

One of the girl that i appreciate that could scold and improve my bad

*( The other one I would like to collect a selfie with her )*

Both of them are my treasure one always in my diploma life, and also my motivation 

There is another challenge came into my life which that I would like to wish that i can pass all my subjects this time and raise my CGPA to 2.75 to fulfill the requirement to same class as you guys ...It's 0.125 more...i can do it!! hehe :)
I won't let the stories of my life end here with them but will end together on degree life until to the society...

#Fight Hard For Final
#Meet You Two At Degree
#Same Class 

Stories will end or continue? 

My Feeling

Exam period became very near already and still many trouble happened....I'm very glad to know u ling as my bosom friend since semester two...u changed me a lot, it's good.. 
Ting, I'm wondering what you are thinking on me after the civic case...I started to fear on you, lack to talk ...not dare to talk much to you.....you made me feel sophisticated..but i know already nothing already...maybe? Be natural...what i need just a life like in the past..without stress and anything....I heard something from wolf...I'm wondering how much should i trust ... they feel on you that you are selfish, you are stubborn...you can't even care about other...but i think this is your personality....and something funny is that..he said that he didn't like u? Included with ling? he said just friend caring..and also because u guys live near?
He did say he is innocent but for me i started to feel that he is lying..I wondering how he think about me now ...why did he need to lie...in additional he did said that..he think that what he did on you all is just some sort of “caring" and "careless" that touched u ling..laugh my ass out izzen it? What he told that is ....he said that how he treat u all but u guys treat him like ...reverse effect? His good on you guys but countered back with bad ?
He did said that ...sometimes it's just idea from others' and he is just helping them to say it out loud...but he became the one who we named "leader"....
Someday i might know the truth from u guys ....and for him..i did not really trust much...
Also that i feel fake when he said that...he said before that in the beginning when we hang out ...is because my car..but i did believe that is from Qiu Zen..from my knowledge and my understanding on you :)
I've try so hard and so long time already we had been play together.....I wish that this bonding would remain forever, including our degree life
I'll fight for 2.75 !!
I don't think it's a very worth thing for me in diploma as a memories i had done in between us...

#Trusty gain Truth but Truth gave pain